Post by GiZmO on Feb 27, 2007 18:39:14 GMT -5
Aye whsup yall. some of yall dont like me...Some of yall dont care...Some of yall im coo wit...I just wanna thank whoeva started this shit that i got to meet yall. Gave me a purpose in playin fn3 which is a game i love to play. Yall thinkin where isthis goin? Well...Imma tell yall somethin real personal that im goin through cuz i might not get a chance to say it after 3-19-07. So without further ado yall...If ya gonna hate on what i did plz keep ya comments to yaself. I lost everythin i worked hard for. Listen...
On dec 18th i did somethin that u truly regret. I wont say cuz i know for a fact yall would lose respect for me. So imma leave wit lil dignity i got intact. But i did somethn that as of 3-19-07 is gonna cost me my life basiclly. Im gonna lose my LPN license...Lose my Apt. Lose my car. Lose everything i worked for yall. And on top of that...Im facin 5 years in prison homies. If you google my real name ull see what i did. Once i get conviced on the 19th im gone for good homies...I feel like shit...I cant even muster enough strenght to talk to my friends...Ive bee stayin in th houe after work everyday just to avoid criticism from people who know me...My shit made local TV and newspapers homie. Notice im ALWAYS online playin FFIX? I stay away from the world man. Everything i worked so fucklin hard is bein taken away...But i only blame myself...I choose to do what i did. N im not blamin any1 but myself. Only a miracle can save me from what lies ahead...A mistrial or some lost papers or somethin y know...Only a miracle.
Alls i ask from yall is on March 19th when i get convicted...Please put a post regardi me...Just basically a day of Gizmo bein recognized for the bad and good times i brougbht this league...Thats alls i ask...I knwo im gettin all emotional n shit...But if u exp my position...Ud understand. No homo shit but Im glad i got to exp this league man...
When i joined i had everything...When I leave i have nuthin...But through it all...I was here.
Bez yall...God bless.
On dec 18th i did somethin that u truly regret. I wont say cuz i know for a fact yall would lose respect for me. So imma leave wit lil dignity i got intact. But i did somethn that as of 3-19-07 is gonna cost me my life basiclly. Im gonna lose my LPN license...Lose my Apt. Lose my car. Lose everything i worked for yall. And on top of that...Im facin 5 years in prison homies. If you google my real name ull see what i did. Once i get conviced on the 19th im gone for good homies...I feel like shit...I cant even muster enough strenght to talk to my friends...Ive bee stayin in th houe after work everyday just to avoid criticism from people who know me...My shit made local TV and newspapers homie. Notice im ALWAYS online playin FFIX? I stay away from the world man. Everything i worked so fucklin hard is bein taken away...But i only blame myself...I choose to do what i did. N im not blamin any1 but myself. Only a miracle can save me from what lies ahead...A mistrial or some lost papers or somethin y know...Only a miracle.
Alls i ask from yall is on March 19th when i get convicted...Please put a post regardi me...Just basically a day of Gizmo bein recognized for the bad and good times i brougbht this league...Thats alls i ask...I knwo im gettin all emotional n shit...But if u exp my position...Ud understand. No homo shit but Im glad i got to exp this league man...
When i joined i had everything...When I leave i have nuthin...But through it all...I was here.
Bez yall...God bless.
basically all imma say is this dog. Shits gonna happen in life, sometimes the most miniscule decision will have drastic and permanent effects. How we deal with these things will determine our character... that being said your mind state is crucial during these times. Keep a positive mind frame and you can and will pull through anything. Look up the sociological imagination. It is in an article title " The Promise" by C. W. Mills or someshit. Read it and gl. 
